Post by Zaknafain Westhaven on Mar 16, 2014 6:10:05 GMT -7
love is a game, you say,
Words;; 309 Tags;; Open Lyrics;; "Hands All Over" by Maroon 5 Template by Kuroya Notes;; Don't mind him, he's just upset since he's finally realizing that his intended boyfriend isn't going to be made ever, and well... even if it's a stretch, I wanted to give him a chance to react to it. Damn though... you can really tell that Tumblr RPing has made my ability for length just slide down the crapper. | Zaknafain wanted to scream. He wanted to know why. Why him? Why now? Why why why why why? The blond man with those green eyes that had so captivated him... was gone. Gone in a heartbeat, a flash, gone so far away that the brunet couldn't hope to find him if he tried. He wanted to yell and scream and rally against the world. He wanted to grab it and yank it back by its hair and demand why it was so cruel to him. "Dammit!" he yelled, voice rough around the edges and a little hoarse as he slammed it into the tree beside him. He could feel the tears pricking at his eyes, making them burn, but he scrubbed them away with a fist, dashing the crystals away to shatter against the ground. They'd said that the blond hadn't suffered in his final moments. That it had been simple, clean, efficient - like a flash of lightning, there and gone before anyone had ever known. But the thunder... ah, the thunder would remain for a while. It would remain and it would burn and crackle and break. Zaknafain had no right to feel the way he did. He barely even knew the man. But they'd clicked, an instant connection... and hearing of how the other was gone, just like that, just when he was starting to think he was making headway that yes he liked him and yes he was dependable despite being only sixteen, it was enough to tax the young man. No one he'd ever known had died before either. His knees gave out, making him slide to the ground, his hand scraping along the bark of the tree. He didn't care. All he could think of was that someone he had held affection for was gone. How was he supposed to go on now? |
play me and put me away!
